I DON'T NEED ANYONE BUT ME I am all alone I will die unknown

I spend too much time thinking about everything that's wrong Fractured sense of reality; the hope I've had is gone Nothing stays the same, everything's turned grey A place inside my mind where the static stays for days Days go by Up all night Trying to keep myself alive No one's there No one cares Waking up is a nightmare Guess I only have me to blame For making my own life this way No one's there No one cares No care I can't see a fucking end to this But it's okay because I deserve it Rather be placed in a hole that's 3-6 Than spend another minute living my life like this I dug my own grave So lay me down in the bed I made Let me lay Just let me lay Silence is golden So I'll throw this noose around my neck Taking one last look Here's to my last breath If silence is golden Then I'm worth nothing Dead eyes In an empty shell

You think I really fucking care? About any of the crosses you bear I don't care about what happens to you And I don't care about what you go through Tell yourself that you're doing just fine I know your life and I know your lies Innocence lost, but at what cost? Days getting longer, I know that you're lost Left alone cause nobody cares Live for nothing, hide from your fears Drown yourself in sex and drugs Hang yourself because you fucked up This Is just the start Replaced By those you love Hate Yourself some more Live All on your own So burn this bridge, bathe in the ash I can't condone that you walk this path Blood meets blood, hate begets harsh truth God's hamartia, was creating you You think you deserve to belong somewhere in my life But I'd rather see your throat at the end of a knife You don't deserve the title to be called my friend Because time told me that you'd be gone in the end I've kept my mouth shut for too fucking long I will never show you respect I hope it burns When you show your face to the world I hope you hurt I hope it never ends

A sinking ship is a sinking ship, no matter how fucking loose the lips And I will gladly watch you drown, ships lost at sea, I couldn't care about How does it feel to be alone? You must feel right at home Growing up on your own took its toll, and bred a monster of which no woman should know Look me in my fucking eyes Try to speak a word without a lie You say you're a friend It's easy to see what you want in the end All complications Secret expectations Your fate has been set since birth No respect Reality check For the sick fuck creeping in closer Why can't you take a look and see I'm not your friend? The dust leaves you choking, and the smoke will leave you blind The hard knock life only lasts until you get knocked hard The weak surely feared you, now you're the one who's scared Strapped in and counting down seconds Tell me that I'm fucking insane I just wanna grab that neck And hang it from the ceiling Treat you like you treated her I know in the end I'll win So bite down hard And let the blood spill in Why can't you take a look and see I'm not your friend? Peeling at the drywall, now I'm picking at my skin The hard knock life only lasts until you get knocked hard The weak surely feared you, now you're the one who's scared I know you're scared These games won't last You life makes me laugh Useless waste of fucking flesh I want you to know a painful death I won't be like you I am not scum of this earth I won't be like you I will make sure that it fucking hurts I won't be like you Lowered into the fucking dirt I won't be like you The sound on the box is the last thing that you'll hear

Don't fucking lean on me; I'm not here to listen Pity party from miss perfect; I wanna watch you cave in I'm not here to bargain I'm not here to hear your cries I'm coming at you with both barrels and I just wanna watch you die Choke on your words My voice will be fucking heard Look at what you've become The only thing still there are the problems to overcome He looks just like you Every night I hope you're kept up Try and forget everything, well good luck I'm fighting fire with fire The past is the past but at least I'm not a liar I am getting so goddamn sick Of everything you did that I have to fix In the end you're all the same I just wish I never heard your name Just because you say you care Doesn't mean you really do And just because your life ain't fair Doesn't give you an excuse "I would just like to thank you For helping me learn my fucking lesson And teaching me to stay away from people like you This has happened time and time again Because he looks just like you And he is a pain I will not burden" Every time I think of the past I really hope that you give up Whatever happens between you and I just know That I don't give a fuck

This is the end of the line You don't deserve a fucking thing that you have You live for "God" but only care for yourself I will take everything that you love And make you wish you never had it Flood this earth Noah's ark can't withstand my curse Fuck your life Homophobic thoughts must die So much time on my hands Your actions speak much louder than words Watch your life flash before your eyes Sit back and observe Spreading lies and hatred for those Who are different from you Thinking that your God would be proud Fuck yourself, we don't want you around Fuck the blessed men preaching at the altar Herding the human race to demise and to falter You will never breach my mind and make me yours Lining up to suck gods dick, you holy whores Give me something real, real to believe in Your words fall upon deaf ears, I won't listen Because all you've got is a book of lies Tell me if this Holy Ghost can hear these cries I AM ALL ALONE I WILL DIE UNKNOWN